For a guy like me, there exist two lives - Online and Real-world. And when both these lives go out of hand, its just a emotional disaster waiting to happen.

October 27th - It all started as a normal (routine) holiday-day, get up late, site in front of the PC, chat with Preshit, and work on Go64. Little did i know this would turn into one of the most dreadful days of my life.

Let me get down to what happened in my Virtual life.
I’ve been working my ass off day and night designing a site dedicated to 64-bit. This required the extensive use of the Dreamweaver software, which is unfortunately, Windows based. To make things worse, my frikkin Windows winds up dead ! Right after boot, i get the dreadful BSOD. And this ain’t a BSOD that goes away the moment you re-install XP; this is worse, its because of my new Seagate SATA II 300Gb hard disk. :((

Now if losing my Windows and a potential Hard Disk crash wasn’t bad enough, the GUY up there (way up there) had to make things worse. My fuckin host, www.tdothost.com , gave up on me and deleted my account of its database. This left my precious site, www.TechnoBeta.com , with a frikkin ‘Server not Found’ error. Oh GOD! A month’s hard work gone down the drain. Could things get any worse for me ?

Apparently, YES. In my Real-world life, things were bound to get bad.

Hell broke lose on me. A pity fight with my best-friend Pooja went on to break up our 12year long friendship. That really left me emotionally hurt, i mean, she just said - “I dont want to talk to you anymore”. And I know, when she says that, she really MEANS it.

Lets summarise the day, first my Windows crashes with the HDD going to crash anytime. Then, all the hard work i put into TechnoBeta is washed down the drain. Finally, my best-friend leaves me heart-broken.

Oh God, thanks for such a _wonderful_ day. Thanks a lot for leaving me with a big hole in my heart. Kudos to you!

-Santosh

PS. I’d like to thank Preshit for being supportive and giving me a place to blog about my pathetic sorry ass life. Thanks a lot dude :)